Test and Mind

I have to practice for Speaking class' examination. I have to finish reporting my home works. I must study for the end of term examination. I have what I should do. But, I don't have the confidence in practicing them. Why can't I have it? I thought that I am unusual now. I have a mind is very uneasy. I want to correct my mind, but I understand not being able to correct it because it is me. Refusing my mind is refusing me. The other opinion exists which is my mind isn’t only one. My mind is some hearts, and they always oppose and agree each other. I only worried their moving. I become positive sometime and I am negative sometimes. Mind is very complex. (126 words/ 14763 words)