The worst day in my life

I have a lot of memories I want to forget, and also have the memories I don’t want to be revealed. So, I will try writing revealing comparatively.
When I was a junior high school student, I was denied my existence by them. One day, a friend and I quarreled about her best friend. She got upset be when she found out that her best friend and I enjoyed talking. She seemed to be afraid that I might steal her best friend. She was wrong because I had never had the intent which I would make her best friend. I want only to be with her because she was kind and funny, and we were good friend. However, I couldn’t tell her my feeling. I said her, “Why do you think so? I only talked her. I never think like your thinking.” She said to me “You should sense my mind.” I knew I’m dull, so I felt a kind of guilt. It was what I had hunted her mind. I decided to be careful my behavior, but I didn’t know what I should do, so I consulted with other friends about this time’s occurrence. But this behavior made a mistake.
A few days later, I was ignored by my friends. First, I was thinking it must be my imagining things. I tried to think so. However, it wasn’t my imagining, was the fact. I was terribly shocked, but I was worst shocked about what I was criticized by them. They said “You should apologize to her.” I didn’t feel guilt and angry, only felt sad. I felt empty because “Why do you say such things? I wasn’t only necessarily bad.” Then, one of them gave me a slap on my cheek. I was despaired of them, and lost emotion.
After that, I was saved by my homeroom teacher, before homeroom teacher, other teacher, and my mother. So, this problem solved of a kind, but our relationship didn’t return like before. My mind continued to have the wound of them. Perhaps, the time will never visit when the wound heals. I don’t think of anything about them. That matter may be a kind of tragedy. (365 words/ 9506 words)
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